Thursday, March 8, 2012

OLFACTORY from =The Sick Raccoon Medicine=

OLFACTORY AUGUST, 2004

THE GRASS STILL BENT WHERE THE BODIES ONCE LIED.

SHOT DEAD BY TONGUE, DEATH BY THE PARALELL OF A MEASURE

WHICH IS,,, MINE.

I'M FEARFUL AT DRAWING PARALELLS AND IT IS FEARFUL MORE TO LIE.

THOSE FOREST DAYS, PROTECTED DAYS

A LIFE DESIRED BY THOSE FACE DOWN IN THE GRASS.

THEY WILL NOT HAVE IT.

CAN NOT QUELL WHAT WAS ONCE,

MINE.

IDEAS SPELL THEMSELVES OUT.

INNOCENSE (eschelons)

THE DENSE FOG SMUDGING IN FROM THE COAST

VAGUE RAINBOWS APPEAR GETTING MUDDLED AT MOST

AND IT IS THOUGHT "UNWHOLESOME" TO THINK;

HOW OUR EARTH REMAINS IN PLACES.

BLUE RIDGE MOUNTAIN BEACH LAKE FORESTS STILL EXIST.

THEY STILL EXIST AND NOT ONLY IN PICTURES.

WE STAY HOME AND THE CHIMENEY CHOKES OUT BLACK SPEW

PLUMES NOT UNDERSTOOD AS THEY WAFT LOW ACROSS THE NOSE OF THOSE

LAID OUT IN THE GRASS.

LIKE A MANNEQUIN YARD OF SALVAGE

IT IS MY JUNKYARD !

OF FETCHING FEFLLOWS AND SELF IMPORTANT WHORES

OF THE VENACULAR ACTUALIZED

AND MY DISTANCE FROM CHRIST.

OUR POLLUTANTS BEGIN TO BREECH THE FOG

ACROSS PINETOPS AND UPON THE LAWN

THE CHIMENY SHIT AND THE FOG HOLD HANDS

DEFEATING , PENETRATING COLD DEAD NOSTRILS

AS ICE FORMS ON THE GRASS THAT'S BEEN BENT

IT'S NOT HAPPENSTANCE FOR THE ONE WHO IS SENT.

SO BRINGFORTH THE DARKNESS

AS OUR SPEW BLACKENS THE SUN

DEAD BUT HIS WRISTWATCH IS STILL TICKING

AS THE BODIES ARE REMOVED

AND AS THE GRASS REMAINS,,,,,,,, BENT.

c. 2004 Lex Hoebel

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Monday, December 5, 2011

I'M GOING TO BURN DOWN THE EAGLES NESTING.

PRAYERS OF A JUNKIE #7

WHO TRULY STEERS THEIR DESTINY?
WHO IS CAPTAIN "OF THEIR OWN SHIP"?
I FEEL CONSPIRATUERS NEXT TO ME
THEIR BREATH ACCUSING ME
IN A TANGLE TWINE TATTER OF WATTAGE

YOU SEE, IN THE TRUTH, I DO GET BORED
THAT'S WHERE I NEED DO,,, INTERVENING

SO SURE IS HE OF THIS WEAVED FALSEHOOD
THAT IT IS BEYOND QUESTION,
INSPECTION.
AND LIKE CLOCKWORK GAIN IT IS TIME FOR INJECTION...

Sunday, December 4, 2011

From; ARCHITECT of my AGONY..."MIRANDA"

3/2004
BAITED,,, AND I DECIDED NOT TO REPLY.
AFTER ALL IT'S JUST FODDER FOR CONTENTION.
I CAN'T GET THROUGH WITH EASE FOR ANY RELIEF OR ANY PEACE.

THE WAR IS ON AS I SURRENDER.
COUNTERPART FOREVER
STATIC IS ALL HE PRODUCES AND MY EVERYDAY COMES BACK ON ME
EVERY WORD CONDESCENDING BLACK PAINTED SLAPPED BACK ON ME.
FOR WHATEVER HER USE MAY BE ?
ANYTHING I SAY CAN AND WILL BE USED
IN A PETTY, POINTLESS AIM AT ME.

SHE FORGETS= MY AIM IS TRUE !

The Architect of my Agony

The "AAOMA" is the name of a manuscript which was written between 2002-2005
it contains many of the ongoing "PRAYERS OF A JUNKIE" series. Some deep and profound stuff is found in this manuscript however the journal entries are mostly trite and somewhat contrived.
As usual he is wallowing in self pity and self destruction.
This one is very absent of the normal return to faith which is an ongoing theme going ll the way back to the first manuscript titled "ARS-N" (C.) 1984

In the next few days I will get at least 3 to 5 entries and/or poems posted on here

WELCOME

OK- SO THIS IS TO BE MY ARCHIVE OF POETRY, JOURNAL ENTRIES, RANTS, RAVES AND ALL THINGS REX LEX. YOUR NAME WILL APPEAR. NO CENSORSHIP. I WILL NOT HOLD BACK ON WHO I AM , WHAT I'VE DONE AND WHAT I THINK AND FEEL...


WELCOME...

Monday, October 27, 2008

RALEIGH

SO I AM LEAVING CONNECTICUT FOR RALEIGH NORTH CAROLINA. I HAVE NO PLACE TO STAY. NO JOB. VERY LITTLE MONEY AND MY OBEDIENCE TO JESUS IS NOT WELL.
GOD HELP ME NOW !